Welcome to your best day yet!
This is me motivating myself because I have been feeling like shit lately. It could be that it’s because I haven’t eaten yam in a while. I’m running out of juice. Creative juice, monetary juice…
This. Is. A. Cry. For. Help
My consolation? The belief that one day, I’ll get all I pray for.
Sleeping late, waking up early. I’m basically living my days, going about like a zombie with sunken eyes and terrible vibes. If I met anyone new this week, I’m convinced they already hate me. And I can say the same for the existing ones.
But everyone understands right? That there are times when even doing the minimum is a huge struggle and we end up fighting ourselves every time because as an adult, you one only seem to have two choices, to either do something or not, without enough time to really think them through. And whatever choice you make, has its repercussions. Why?
Here I am writing yet another chaotic episode because I don’t know what is going on in my head right now. There is no even any dot to try and connect again. It’s like somebody has cleaned it from my memory.
The motivation for today is not motivating.
Welcome to my best day yet? God forbid that this is my best day o because there’s nothing best about having to stress about stuff.
But we are the people of Alhamdulillah so, Alhamdulillah 😊
The motivation is for you, forget about me. I hope you’re having the time of your life, or at least trying to.
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, doesn’t it? Trials do give strength. If you’re having a bad day, think about tomorrow. Tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow we’ll have a better story to tell.
I’m going to binge watch some kdrama series, crush on the actors and smile like a mumu through the love scenes. I hope you enjoy your weekend of two minutes before Monday welcomes you with open arms of activities like it always does.
I should eat fried yam and eggs soon so that I may calm down. It’s been a while.
Hey samirah I’m just here to let you know that everything will be in order Insha Allah. Just keep on doing you and cherish the beautiful things in your life.
- a big fan and an anonymous admirer