Everything is Moving So Fast

Except you?

Hi

It’s been a minute. We’ve lived almost one third of the year already and what, there is only a week left until Ramadan is over? Bruhhh!

It’s unreal. A lot of things are happening very quickly and it is making me dizzy. I spent the past few days fighting for my life.

Just one thought: Everything is moving so fast. So, why am I still here? 🤧

*cries in stagnancy*

“It’s a phase, it will pass”

“It’s a phase, it will pass”

This phase is stubborn. E too get strong head. But Allah is all encompassing and I’m one of the receivers of his bounties. I’m not complaining 🥹. Let it not be that I am a sad soul because one somebody is always asking me, “are you not happy in this life?” I am very happy, thank you.

I need one small long break after Ramadan that I will use and relax but who will give me?

Because they said that the new oil money is tech money, and I want to eat out of that money, I have joined them. This time, I’m being more intentional about it. Because who knows, had it been I took it more seriously the first time I started out learning as a front end developer in May last year, maybe I would’ve started eating this money by now. But a girl isn’t always serious and I had several obstacles in my path. Right now, I’m taking a UX design certification course at Coursera and I have dragged one or two people that must help me by force. This time might not be the best time because they want to finish me in school but is there really a best time for anything? I don’t know, I’m sha doing it. Hopefully I get to design something soon. If after stepping out of my comfort zone, I get to actually be in my comfort zone(do you get?), I’ll first cry.

But now? My head is about to explode and I can barely keep my eyes open. I’ve been having this pain in my eyes. Nigerian mothers will say it’s because I’m pressing phone too much and they’re probably right.

How’s tahajjud going? For those of us that can sleeeeep! May Allah help us 🤧. May we get to utilize the last ten days the best way we can. I mean, the remaining…7 days?

By the way, can we go back to the time when they just born me? Somebody should come and invent time machine for us. I want to check something.